There are some days when you just look outside window, see some long lying dried yellow-brown leaves flying in a gust of wind and your mind just goes up, up and up.
You wonder what you are doing with your life, what you really want to do with your life. You sip some warm green tea from your mug and see the rays of sun severing through tree branches.
A dog walking on a street and a person trying to make up to him chained with the dog.
Birds are chirping, playing, flying.
And you sit there with that pen in your hand.
Don't know how long it had been.
You don't need to know.
Sometimes it is not a topic you want to write about, it is just a strong feeling from within that you want to write, you want to share...no matter what.
And whenever i write, I am not trying to write something amazing or something different, i am just trying to freeze this moment, so that i can re-live it here in my words whenever i wish.
It is annoying when people try to judge you from what you write and sometimes all they do is sneaking trying to keep count of your life, but same time trying not to acknowledge it.
Then one day there comes a remark, ohhh ya THAT, right? Read on your blog. But you never leave your foot-print or thoughts for me to ponder upon!
They come, they read, they ponder upon it and leave.
And sometimes you hear on your back, Ohh what's so great about her writing!
Anyone can write such things.
I am what i feel.
I am what i write.
I write what i feel.
I might not be an excellent writer but i want to remember how these wonderful moments of my life made me feel. So there.
Anyway on a side note, on this side of planet, it is a nice pleasant day today. Days are getting longer, today was a bright sunny morning, still cold but good day.
We visited one of our friends this weekend, and they have a daughter almost same age as lil Bun. It is really interesting to see how they try to interact. It is also amazing that gender specific behaviors and interests they display from such an early age. A way before they might know difference of girl and boy.
These babies are so cute, at times behaves like little devils and yet cute!
On person front, I have been going through mixed emotions lately, mainly my hormones i guess.
When i see lil Bun i feel extremely happy, when i put him to bed and bid a good night, i feel my heart crying. I do not know why!
May be 'coz i already miss him!
Or may be i just feel sad that i have to stay away from him for so much of time! But that is life.
So tell me about you, how have you been?